OK, so now, you guys might be thinking "what do you mean by 'single pineapple'?" Well, that's exactly what it means. A Single Pineapple. LOLOL... (I know I'm not helping.) OK OK OK. In Layman's Terms, it means that the Pineapple in question (which is me) is single. *pause* Technically, it means I'm not going out with anyone. Which means Will and I aren't going out anymore. It stretched over a time and no, I'm not crushed or anything. It was bound to happen, right? Even though he's technically my "first love".
It was like we both rarely see eachother. We'd like to see eachother everyday, or at least something along the lines of that - but that's impossible. My parents would rather I wait until college or university but at least they were OK with it though not 100%. But yeah, the only way we communicated was through the phone and by text messaging. When we saw eachother, it was awkward for me and I dunno how to act and therefore I make him feel awkward and it goes on. That's what has been happening the last 2 or 3 times we saw eachother. And this prolonged distance is making my feelings for him gradually dissipate. And it goes the same for him. So technically, I still like him and I miss him, but it will all soon go away though I'll still care about him and stuff. Sooo.... we're not together anymore. :)
It's all good. I'm not one of those girls that TOTALLY need a boyfriend or something. I actually felt "free" when I realised I wasn't dating anyone anymore. It's an unexplainable feeling, but that's as close as I can make it. I told my mom and she was like "you're smart". That's a first. LOL.... oooOOOooook. Anyways. Yeah, so Will and I are now friends and it's all fun and games. Hannah, Will, Michael, and I want to go to the Warped Tour and stuff and Hannah was like "it'll be weird". It would be but then it wouldn't because we're going as friends. But Hannah and I agreed that in the back of our heads, we'll still know and we'll still remember. It's all good though. Boys are distracting. :) It's not a bad thing though. hehe... My last year of high school and I'll attempt to concentrate more on school. Unless I happen to find a guy - which I highly doubt. So yeah. :) My high school years with guys are over, for the most part. Though it doesn't mean I can't THINK that some guys are cute. :P
I volunteer at the library and I met this guy. I was in charge of the Computer Waiting List and there was this guy who was pretty cute. He was dressed formally-ish though. He didn't look like he belonged in the library. He had these COOL sunglasses (which won't fit my face, but they're still cool) which he perched on his head (HAHA... sounds funny). And he was the only person who made use of my nametag and called me by my name. But yeah. Just an example. I just can't wait for the Warped Tour!! :) I just have to get tickets... Oooh... and Nady's coming over as well as Hannah on Saturday! They're gonna sleep over. I decided not to do a birthday party. It'll be one of my usual get togethers with my closest friends (though two others can't. *glare*). I'm social but not THAT social. Plus I don't feel like thinking about that stuff. Oooh... the SATs are over!! Hm.. it was all right and - dare I say it - but I thought the math part was better. It doesn't mean I'll do well on it (I'll probably get a 540 or something like that) but at least I'm more happy with that. I was on the LAST SENTENCE of my essay. I find that wrong. Urgh. lol... :D
Well, I'm upstairs to clean my room and my AIM doesn't work. Grrr... lol... oh wells. At least Gmail does! Now... to exercise my organization skills! Well, first, I have to remember them. :P
(I swear my untidyness is due to the teachers of my second semester Junior year. Before this, my room was pretty spotless! Now, you can spot worksheets, projects, assignments, and tests everywhere. Not to mention SAT material. How dare they defame my room!)
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