Going Crazy On Valentine's Day? YEP!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
HAPPY SINGLES AWARENESS DAY!!!

:) Yes people. I'm "writing" in purple. And I'm aware I was also "writing" in various shades of pink earlier on. lol... Sorry all, but this entry will not be meticulously bolded and caps-locked and UNcaps-locked. *sniff* I KNOW! I'm sad too! But the deal is that I'm going to try to rush with this - so I may miss some things and this one may be less HAPPY and more to the point. I'll try to add some Irisnesses here and there though! All is not lost! :D It's just that I HAD to let out some feelings before I did any of my homework. Overall, today was interesting. It wasn't a good interesting, nor was it a bad interesting. It was just a plain, old interesting.

See, I came to school just hoping I'd just plain forget about Will - not because I don't like him anymore (I still do - A LOT) but because I needed to concentrate on school. :\ Too bad I picked VALENTINE'S DAY out of all the days of the year. I mean, everywhere you go, you see hearts of various shapes, designs, and shades of red, pink, or purple. You'd see girls and guys hand-in-hand. You'd see these people just talking to eachother like there was no one else around them. It TOTALLY makes people who likes someone and people who have no Valentine feel bad. Sort of. lol... The Singles Awareness thing was nice, though. :D Well, I realised that even though I like someone and he likes me back, it's as bad as some people feel when they "don't have anyone" (technically they do - everyone has someone!!!) if you don't see them. OK. Yes. I AM infatuated with him. You may even go as far as the word "love". *gasp* I said the "L" word! I never thought I'd ever say that! lol... :)

Well, I ended up getting candy from my chem teacher, Sarah, and Rocio. I got a PRETTY rose I named Tony from Joy. :D And I got an empty heart M&Ms container. hehe... :D Thanks you all!!! Though Tony DID sort of droop towards the end of the day. *sniff*

Hm... in French, the pictures from the Bal Masqué were passed around. :) I deliberately took them for my table several times. There was a pic in there with Will. HAHA. He had a BAD case of red eyes. In another picture, it was after he left and my mouth was WIDE OPEN. I mean it was "hellooooo!" haha... :D We all looked HOTT though! lol... well, except me. I thought I looked funky in that dress. :\

Hm... in chem? Well, let's not talk about chem. That's when my day took a turn for the worse. I had to take my homework quiz on which I didn't know how to do because I was absent the day she taught it. And so it did it, with the help of Christina's notes (thanks!) and answered the first page. The rest of it, I totally guessed. I had no calculator too! It was like chicken scratch! hehe.. I ended up feeling HORRIBLE. I turned it in unfinished (I had about 3 to 4 questions I left) and I told Mrs. Hamilton and she told me I should've went to tutorials on Friday. Yeah right. It was my family-goes-out-for-Chinese-New-Years day. *sigh*

This week is horrible. I just wish I'd drop dead for this entire week. WOW I sound SO depressing. I mean I have to make up my math test I'm unsure about. I have to do about 4 things for medical tomorrow. I have a intro to a paper for English due tomorrow. I have a Spelling/Vocab Competition on Saturday. I have a quiz thingy on Thursday. ANd I can't think. There's too many things. I think I'm going crazy.

OH. And I was dozing when I was driving home today. I got home safe though. :)

Oh yes. And my grandpa had a stroke today. It was a minor one though, so no worries. :)

Oh yes.. and one of my friends is thinking about suicide. :( I really hope he doesn't. *sigh*